Tonight we will have the assistants meeting/training and we will have a meal while we are there.
The weather here is sunny, as it has been for a number of days. I can actually walk out side in my bare feet, (I know-I know-I do not get as cold as some of you either) but really, it is not bad at all. The leaves in some areas are still pretty, and other areas they are old and brown.
I have been having a bit of a problem keeping my blood sugar levels ''up' which is good-rather have that then too high. Now as a warning, don't anyone go praying that they go up! I want them low!!!! That has been my goal !!!
I believe it is the 'new herbal' stuff I am doing, because the last time I did this, I had the same reaction. My current doctor would have a cow, to know what I am doing, but I will deal with that when I am back home. I will be firing him anyway, and looking for a new doctor-I am so tired of being told I am a crazy woman, (yes he has said that-not worded that exact way, but I do have a witness to him calling me that) and he hates my herbal stuff. I needed his medical ways for a time, so actually I have 'used' him, but now I am done with him and will be switching. I know of two that would work for me, one is a half an hour and the other is an hour away, so I am wanting to find someone closer. I will concentrate on that when I am home.
So I am working on lowering my insulin amounts myself, I have been able to not take my noon dose-- totally! Yeah! (If I did I would prob not wake up at all-as my blood sugars have been way low!)
And I need to lower my night time dose too, because I am waking up about 3 hours after going to bed with a sugar level of about 30-60 which is too low! If I did not do anything about it that low, It would just keep going lower and by morning, I might not ever wake up!
I keep a banana, an apple and a granola bar by my bed and the LORD has always woke me up when it is low like this, so I am not worried.
Beside, if it is my time to go 'home' to be with him, it does not matter what I do in this world to try to prevent it, HE will take me home. So how I go is not really an issue for me-(just always hoping it will not be too painful way!!) and I do hope I have a bit more time here on this earth, but other than that-I am ready.
I always hear people say LORD come quickly or I am ready now--but I always think about those who do not know HIM, so I do not say LORD come quickly --yet-I want everyone to have a chance to know HIM!! So I say in YOUR time LORD, and pray for those who do not know HIM yet or have not yet heard about HIM. There are many....
Thy mercy, O LORD, is in the heavens; and thy faithfulness reacheth unto the clouds. Thy righteousness is like the great mountains; thy judgments are a great deep: O LORD, thou preservest man and beast. How excellent is thy lovingkindness, O God! therefore the children of men put their trust under the shadow of thy wings.
GOD's righteousness is like a great mountain...I think about that being this close to mountains, and seeing them...amazing...
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| the mountains in Virginia |
and HIS faithfulness reaches unto the clouds-have you ever just looked at them? The clouds? think about this verse and go look at the clouds...
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| a photo of the clouds taken from an airplane last year when I was on my way home from California |
HE takes care of us...think of the shadow of HIS wings...have you ever watched a mother bird or a mother hen with her chicks? They can hide their children under their wings, and when you first look at them, you can not see them at all...and that mother will sit there and protect her children until death...
That is our GOD-hiding us under the safety of HIS wings...
Now re-read this verse...and be blessed!
Thy mercy, O LORD, is in the heavens; and thy faithfulness reacheth unto the clouds. Thy righteousness is like the great mountains; thy judgments are a great deep: O LORD, thou preservest man and beast. How excellent is thy lovingkindness, O God! therefore the children of men put their trust under the shadow of thy wings. Psalm 36:5-7
well until later!
Ireena
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